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so i duno wht but im amamzingly pissed off at the world right now and 95% of the people iv seen today.
though i had a good day
went to work first up, washed out some coulours and talked to some old ladies.
put some girls extentions in and what not.
relised i was peeling everywhere
my face is fucking peeling on my face, fail.
then i went to get a coffee, saw leon (froth) he had his hair up in a pony tail and i wanted to do him in the back room cuz im a honery little edge kid haha
( leon is this guy that works at zarraffers that i have not a chance in hell with)
then went to robina and met smitho and zac there.
spent an akward afternoon with them. im terrible with people, though zac is possibly the first new person iv met in a long time that iv actually not been compleatly shy around and wanted to run away or vomit on him, so thats a good sign haha.
i smell.
chilled with smitho and zac for the afternoon went to narange skate park and back to zacs house and what now, his family is lovely but im not very good with new people so i was shy and akward.

i had such a good day and it was nice haveing a socal life for an afternoon but i get home and my hate for everything returns and i continue to point out everything wrong about myself worstens
i need cuddles and a big cup of hot lovein.
ha i hate myself.