and so this is christmas
this one is going to be like all the others
fake smiles and too much food the only time my hole family comes together and trys to enjoy themself
i actually wanted to buy people girls this year.
others it had be nothing but a task but this year i actually thought about what i wanted to get each person.
but you need money to buy gifts..

so iv started at this new salon, so far so good but i know it will end up like every other job.
ill be heading there today for hours that i can hardly stay on my feet for because im still sick
mum dosnt know, she thinks im fine and i prefer it that way
i suffer by myself with no sympony from anyone.
twilight comes out today
very excited.
better go get ready
xx