pretty scared ay
really hate how everything is moveing so fast
like, not time but people
people not matureing but thinking ahead
its too much
i joke about future but never think of anything seriousely
then i get these sugestions from people out of know where and its like
smack righttt in the face
slow downn
live every day like it is your last
dont expect much cuz you never know when its guna be your last day
i do not like to get attached to people
i have supidly let myself get attached so much to ian its crazy but i have a feeling he wont hurt me terriblily (touch wood)
im just scared of commitment to people i guess
i have been hurt alot and the past and future both worry me.
im not ready for much to change.
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