stupid.

emotions are fucked.
everything changes.
you get emotionaly attached to people you are not allowed to.
you get happy.
you get sad.
and when you finaly rest on that emotion that you could spend forever on.
you are shortly smashed back into this curel curel world or reality.
seems im banished for life.
you are ashamed.
shy you say but we both know the turth.
when im with you im on my forever emotion.
nothing else matters.
nothing but you.
and im so so stupid for feeling this way becuase we both know once more that this is going no where.
we will get suck in this rutt then slowly dift apart.
its what happends to lovers, its what happends to freinds.
i guess its just what happends.